2010: New Years Resolutions, Reflections, and Hindsights

Wow.

Just Wow.

I made it through 2009 to see 2010, thank god. Not for nothing, 2009 really sucked balls for your boy, and when I finally publish the "What I did for summer vacation" blog you all will be able to experience through my writing the massive suckfest which was my 2009.

This year is going to be different. I just like everyone else that graduated with me in like May of 1998 will be hitting the big 3-0.

That's right, I am turning 30

I have done a lot of things but I have never turned 30. I have been 29 twice(seriously ask me about it, it was legit), but I have never been thirty.

I remeber back in the day a friend of mine was telling me how we were living in the "end of days" and how soon we will see the battle of the "Haves" and the "Have Nots". I can't lie, I meditate on where I am and where I am going to be, I even look at people that are younger and maybe a little older and I am like, "Damn, they really have their shit together"

Then I realize that the grass is always greener on the otherside.

So I don't dwell. I understand that everyones path is not going to be my own.

I have resolutions this year, which is different because I hate the whole resolution aspect of new years. Seriously, if you are a douche then why would you change the first of NEXT year, why not strive to not be a douche once it is known that you are a douche.

You can substitute douche for anything else you want...

Anyway, I just try to be better than what I was before, good or evil, I want to be better at it than before. Oh, I am digressing, I did decide that I am going to do some things this year

I am going to learn a new language
I am going to learn how to play an instrument

I know, this is a short sweet list. Most people use their resolutions as pavement to hell, but my road there is fine...just fine.

Well, I am acutally about six beers and three shots in and everyone else is asleep and I am still dtinking. I will have a little more later on, but right now I am just stretching out a bit.