Read it if you like, but the best part is this:
"Anyway, I just try to be better than what I was before, good or evil, I want to be better at it than before."
I did start learning a new instrument...
I do believe that I have been a better person, but I don't really know what that means past doing good deeds? This year, I have cast out, let in, sinned, forgave, been forgiven, pushed and shoved, hustled, created and destroyed.
I would like to say that it is all in the name of forward progress, but I don't know. Lately, in the last few instances that I have been angry which have been less than five times, I see myself compartmentalizing all of it, and never really purging myself of the actual reason I am angry. I use to think that I needed that, this angst that keeps me on edge.
The proverbial hare in front of the hounds
Anyway, this year has been interesting enough, the good parts of it are
I have a job that I am good at
I have my own apartment
I have my health
I have some of the best friends ever
I think therefore I am
I think I will own 2011
I am going own 2011
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